good or bad

iif ii wanna be good in everyythingg ii do aNd i have high expectati0ns f0r myseLf is it a good tiink???
ii dun0...theN f0r the syf is it 0s0 a gd tiink t0 be reserve...i 0s0 dun0...i g0t s0 mani questi0ns t0 askk...the syf tiink dun reali wan t0 danCe but feeL so extra wHen 0thers are dancing thenn wadd i d0...siian...tmL g0t practise theN h0r ii sure verii extra...ii wanna be strong i dun wan t0 cryy anym0re...i dun wan small small tiink theN cryy...

sadd

mye eng CA1 got band 5 siia...s0 lan...t0dayy was like kiip get cuts everywhr lorhx..so paiin...todayy verii saddd...dun0 y i wan t0 cryy...t0dayy aftern00n at h0me cryy but n01 n0e...i m veryy sad...SAD

good newss

todayy got backk the bi0 test l0rhx...g0t 17/25 n0t verii satisfy but at least i'm 0ne 0f the five passes...dun0 hu g0t the highest coz teacher nv sayy...N n0e b0ut mye chiinese test results g0t full marks but gota few of theM got full marks too...but overall i got A1 0nlyy miie n meizhen g0t...quite happy...but still got room for improvement...mye p0a test t0dayy h0r ii tiink will pass bahx...c0z nv realli studyy dun have much time to studyy...then cannot remember oso...ge0g test was like rushing through0ut do verii slow then iish like no time le kip rush lorhx...s0 made a few careless mistakes which i should not have made...t0dayy sw askk miie waN g0 genting during h0lidayys ma...but dun0 mye mum all0w an0t...she kip scare...l0ls...theN h0r she 0s0 sayy cc t0getherr g0 t0 take np hahas...but oso duno tg wan an0t...hahas...nothingg t0 bl0gg le...

straNge

verii strange t0 bl0g tw0 times a dayy siia...c0z i suddenly feLt tHat i feeLingg verii stress nid study tis n that got test f0r this n that...then i feLt that tis term de results n0t verii g00d siia...that's n0t mye g0al f0r the first dayy 0f mye scH...i wanted t0 excel iin every subject but i juz could not...i wan t0 get gd grades f0r chem f0r i dun understand n mye p0a iish s0 c0mplicated th0ugh i liike iit...n mye ge0graphy grades r fallingg...i dun wan all tiiss to happened...I WAN T0 STUDYY HARD AND EXCEL IN EVERY SUBJECT...though i noe every0ne isn't perfect at all...but i juz wiish n wan to be perfect...i'm a perfectist...
having p0a tez n ge0 tez next m0nday n maths tez 0n wednesdayy...maybe this iish gonna be the last few test f0r this terM...i wan t0 see gd results iin mye progress report carddd...I WAN N NEED T0 D0 MYE BEST IN EVERY SUBJECT...g0d bless miie...I CAN'T AFFORD TO GET LOWER GRADES THEN MYE FRIENDS I WAN TO WIN...I'M LIKE CANT AFFORD N DARE N0T L0SE...JUST WANNA WIIN...ALL THE BEST...LIWEN EUU MUST STUDYY AHRD N GET GOOD GRADES...ALL THE BEST YA...

ii wanna g0 back t0 the past whr i g0t l0ts 0f best frens ard miie unlike tis yr...siian...but neberr ii juz has t0 w0rk hard f0r mye studies b4 i caN enj0y...jiay0u bahx TENG LI WEN...U G0T T0 D0 Y0UR VERY BEST...

ite triip n updatingg

okiie...ite triip dayy 2 nv update 0n wed l0rhx...wass fuN 0s0 l0rhx did mani thingss tHen h0r tHe f00d n0t niice de...erM have s0methingg else t0 bl0gg l0rhx...
0kiie...was like i felt that s0me ppLe cHange le l0rhx...erM sHe was liKe nv t0k t0 miie like last tym le l0rhx...last tym g0t tell secrets but n0w neberr le l0rhx...t0k t0 miie s0 cauaslly........then lyk iish kip tell the extra pers0n secrets thEn the extra person kip act infront as if like they verii good..but i juz dun care b0ut it...but at least n0w g0t "s0me0ne" else t0k t0 miie l0rhx...but stiLL g0t tHe an0therr pers0n...scaree i snatcH s0me0ne away l0rhx...s0 c0mplicated n s0 stupid l0rhx...

ite triip dayy 1

hahas..t0dayy weNt iite l0rhx...fuN the triip the aiir-c0n s0 c0ld...durning 0ur lunch yc,hs, jessie n miie eat chicken riice...niice...hahas...theN after tHat smth happeN opps cann0t sayy...theN g0t pple askk f0ne number fr0m yc...hahas she was verii scared...okiie...hahas...theN d0 pr0ject w0rk...0n like the animati0n thhingg dun0 wads that...after that all of us started takingg fotos...i t00k wiit amyy...kesiness,yc,hs,n kt...s0mem0re g0t ah Tan...hahas...s0 gd...theN d0 finish g0 t0ilet...theN listeN t0 s0ng...heard thaT mye chiinese test g0t the highest...w0w...s0 happy siia...but dun0 reaL an0t thurs theN n0e...tmL g0t speeling niid t0 learn...s0mem0re g0t chinese de re-test...d0ing mye h0mew0rk n0w...s0 mani h0mew0rk n s0 mani test c0ming le...siian larhx...

lols

stayy back at scH d0 the bi0 pr0ject l0rhx..g0 lab 1 see h0w t0 d0 the m0deL theN after thAt iish like anyh0w d0...verii uglyy..kept it in mye locker...at first dun dare to used the plastersine but laterr okiie le...on the wayy home wiith xy used her hp take fotos wiith herr...hahas..reach h0me sLp...untiL ardd 11 pm pluss s0 late then wake up untiL n0w midnite le...wan g0 sLp le...yawn...homework havent do yet havent learn bio n poa tez 0s0...lols...next tue n wed going ite...

valentine dayy

0n valentine dayy leii celebrated wiith yc darLingg,siiweii and jessie lorhx go take ne0priint...niice...liike it a lot...happy lorhx...

Lols

friidayy stay back peii hs lorhx coz she sae wan c the 0 lvl results de released theN her "mandyy" c0mingg backk ...hahas...waiit verii longg lorhx siit outside generaL office there laugh at Mr Singh theN Mr Singh smiLe to us and askk wad we laughingg...hahas...after that watch le g0 h0me ...run g0 h0me s0 siianz...hahas...i'm crazy yesterdayy go tempLe prayy wiith mye cousins they all...after that g0 watch m0viie...ii n0t stupiid too...finally g0t siits le coz verii early g0 b00k...s0 t0uchingg but neberr cryy...g0t 0ne auntyy cryy untiL like wad...hahas...after that g0 take ne0priint wiith ly...n0t verii niice...ii pay fiirst wen she got money then payy miie...

per untiL

erM stiLL the same l0rhx sch iish s0 b0riingg s0 mani test...tmL g0t maths tez thurs g0t c0mpo test...friidayy g0t chemistryy and ss tez...then bi0logyy g0t pr0ject...time passes byy s0 sl0wly...sadd...i'm s0 scare 0f the chiinese sh0w and tell...wadd t0 sae...ii wan sae b0ut mimi but laterr dun0 liike verii b0ringg...actually n0t scare de but dun0 y suddenlyy scare le...Valentine iish ard the c0rnerr...*PINK GIRL WITH PINK RAYS*FALLING IN LOVE WITH EVERYONE AROUND ME*...

saddist

tiis juz isn't mye yr lorhx...so siianz...kip get scolding fr0m teacher...cryy N cryy...then s0 mani h0mew0rk...s0 mani things to learn dun understand...STRESS...tired of livingg...