miserable

i feel miserable. this is the first time i met people like you.

i'm not deaf i can hear.

i have feelings too, please spare a thought for me can?

i hope 2011 will be a better year for me yah!

advice

i need advice! i need to pour my sorrow!

dammit!

busy busy busy

i've realised life @ Sentosa is really hectic compared to TP.
we have lesser individual assignments!! i prefer exams than datelines which sucks big time i tell you. and worse of you are like a loner in the class.
but forget it at least i found one or two good classmates.
people say i have this walls up that prevent people from being friends with me.
yes, i do admit after like having those dao people and after you hear people gossiping about you.
and to say this, i kind of miss last sem classmates. they are like better.

and now i realised how important clique is to me!! they are like the greatest!
accompanied me for lunch, lectures and wait for lessons.
and of course i know i've been a very naggy friend.
i've been complaining non-stop to them about how terrible my life is now!
i'm so sorry that i've been like this. i think that has been quite irritating!

on a side note, i'm gonna go underwater world and pet shelter this friday!!
and on a sad note, i've proj meetings tml and my assignments are not done yet.

oh and ever since sis gotton married, i've been waking an hr earlier to bring furkids down!
i think it's good bcos i finally get some exercise walking with furkids! <3

LONER!!!

i really hate to go to school now!
i've got no friends in the class!
like what yolanda said, it's not that we don't want to make friends, it's people don't want to!
i'm always seen sitting ALONE in a row!
there isn't anyone who wants to sit with me in that row!

all other rows are filled up except mine!

i don't know how to survive this sem!
it's really difficult. much difficult than ssm. at least ssm i have friends ard. i have their support.
but now, i'm like the odd one out. people are in pairs.
i'm the only one without a friend.
all alone. i wanted so much to cry out loud. but i can't!!! =[ =[ =[

sucks

FUCKKKKK!!
every new sem always sucks!!!
fucking hate the feeling of not knowing anyone in the class!
it's like NOT even ONE!
it's seems that i'm the only one who is alone.
i gotta try to be independent alr.
eat alone, go tutorial alone, laugh alone, talk alone....................
SIGHHHHH!

on a side note, i really wanna thanks everyone for their wishes.
and clique!!!! XS, though it's not like a very big celebration but these little acts really helps brighten my day!!
<3!!!

okay, i'm the lao-est in class now!!! =[

mys & wad

okay, have been gng to mys from monday till now!
will continue to go until friday!
i think i'm getting better at cleaning the kennels alr.

at least i managed to clean the 18 kennels by myself.
and of course my relationship with the giants are getting better too!|
the giants are wayyyyyy tooooo sweet alr.

anyway last Sunday went to ECP for the SPCA WAD!
Zeus took part in a tail wagging competition.
and to my surprised or rather all of us, Zeus won first prize!
so proud of him now. the Super Wiggly Waggle! =]

okay, i will not work for metro again! they sucks!

MYS

so i think i finally did smth good after living in this earth for 19 years!
went to MYS to volunteer my time!
the big dogs were really friendly despite those fierce looks, they have deceiving looks!
anyway MYS need monetary help, so people please do help.
let me know if you wanna help. if not the dogs and cats will have no place to stay alr.
gonna go agn for the whole of next week.

work tml which spells sian!
anyway last week work at taka was quite good.

i especially like the working hrs. short!

gonna go back and work at there agn next weekend!

gonna celebrate WAD with my dogs this Sunday at East Coast!
Zeus gonna take part in a contest. hope he wins!

gonna go eat and sleep alr. need to wake up early tml!